((((((((((((determined))))))))))))

You're right, people didn't support my methods because they cared. I'm
sorry. I'm trying to recover for the most part, but sometimes I go
back. I still have it in my head that I'm fat. I'll tell my
psychiatrist about my latest struggle. I was better for a long time
(like almost 2 months). I'd stopped counting calories and was
maintaining my weight at about 112-113 lbs. I don't know what exactly
triggered me to restrict again. I'm much happier when I eat normally.
I don't know why I keep doing this to myself. Thanks for snapping me
back into reality. I've got to tell my pdoc about this.

On Feb 5, 4:30 pm, "determined" wrote:
Jenny, I know you felt people were not supportive of YOU, but the fact is,
we were not supportive of your method, because of your problems with eating
disorders. We didn't want to see you hurt yourself. You don't have to
believe me, but we sincerely were worried about your physical and mental
heatlh.