I'm sure you feel bad and probably very mad at yourself...So move past and
get back on track...You have already made the first step by becoming aware
of the situation..My guess is that you really knew but had not consciously
dealt with it...I worry about the same thing happening to me...I'm 1.2 lbs
from goal...I have already had the accolades stop and many know me only as
thin...Having never been thin or even close to normal my entire life I am
well aware that the deeper me remains overweight and I will never be able to
let down my guard...Move forward Joe and stop beating yourself up...All
journeys have rough spots...And I think you need to get back to
meetings...In fact some of us may never be able to leave...GG
"Bazooka-Joe" wrote in message
ups.com...
After a solid year of WW and 67 lbs of successful weight loss, making
goal, and becoming lifetime I quit attending monthly meetings. Last
few months I've put on 15 lbs and am now above goal again for the
first time in months. I finally stepped on a scale after a big dinner
tonight. I freaked. My scale's not very accurate but I from what it
reads that I've GOT to be 15 lbs over. Nearly cried. I'm a little
panicked I think. Haven't even been in this NG for...I don't know...6
months. Not sure what to do. Back to WW and weekly meetings? Just
get back on program without meetings? Can I trust myself to do it
without the accountability.

I WILL NOT GO BACK TO BEING FAT AGAIN!

:Bazooka-Joe