Evidence that I'm not a troll

"One" wrote in message
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Her Subj. wrote:
Are you saying that alt.support.diet has made you feel suicidal?!

I'm saying I'm mentally unstable to begin with and this whole incident
of people accusing me of being a troll has triggered my suicidal
tendencies. I realize that no one here has "caused" me to think of
suicide. But, yes, alt.support diet has contributed to making me feel
suicidal, by accusing me of being a troll and taunting me, although
this could be just in my head, I'm not sure anymore.

No one taunted you. Obviously you don't belong here. This is a newsgroup
for weight loss and you need a newsgroup for schizophrenia, or whatever you
suffer from. It is not our fault you are mentally instable. No one here is
equipped to deal with your mental illness. We are not going to sugar coat
anything for you just because you are ill. You claim you wanted our advice
about losing weight, but really you came here looking for attention - and
you got it. Just not the kind you wanted. If you are suicidal, call your
therapist. We are not going to try and stop you. In fact, 99.9% of us
think you are bluffing.

"One" wrote in message
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I'm pathetic. I'm a loser. I'm sitting up all night just to see if
people here will believe that I'm not a troll. I'm willing to be
arrested by the police and taken to the hospital again just to prove
I'm not a troll. I thought of hanging myself because I couldn't stand
thinking that people thought I was a troll. I'm a pathetic loser.

No one is going to step in and "save you" as you seem to want. If you want
to be saved, you will have to do that yourself. If you think you need help,
call 911. It isn't our job to do that.

Jenny, everyone here is a total stranger to you and it is not in anyone's
power here to help you. Please show your posts to your parents. THEY can
help you. Total strangers scattered around the world cannot.

"One" wrote in message
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I'm pathetic. I'm a loser. I'm sitting up all night just to see if
people here will believe that I'm not a troll. I'm willing to be
arrested by the police and taken to the hospital again just to prove
I'm not a troll. I thought of hanging myself because I couldn't stand
thinking that people thought I was a troll. I'm a pathetic loser.

No one cares about me here. Why do I care so much what you all think of
me? Do I really think that if I killed myself, that will cause people
here to feel bad about what they did to me? That's not going to happen.
How will people even know that I killed myself? No one here would know.
I would just be dead. My life would be over and no one here would care.
Why would I want to give up my life for people who don't even care
about me?

I'm sad. No one cares. People think I'm a troll and no doubt this whole
suicide talk will only make people think I'm a troll more. It's a no
win situation for me. That makes me want to hurt myself. But that won't
do any good.

I don't know how to convince people here that I'm not a troll. Can I
just please request that people stop calling me a troll. Please, think,
if there is just the slightest, remotest possibility that Jenny is not
a troll, you could be helping a distraught person and not making her
more upset.

I'm just really really upset right now.

One wrote:
I'm pathetic. I'm a loser. I'm sitting up all night just to see if
people here will believe that I'm not a troll.

I think you're a troll.
This type especially (from Wikipedia):

Attention-seeking trolls

This class of trolls seeks to incite as many responses as possible and
to absorb a disproportionate share of the collective attention span.

I'm willing to be
arrested by the police and taken to the hospital again just to prove
I'm not a troll.

That won't prove that you're not a troll.

I thought of hanging myself because I couldn't stand
thinking that people thought I was a troll. I'm a pathetic loser.

You won't do it--you don't have the nerve.

No one cares about me here. Why do I care so much what you all think of
me?

I don't know, perhaps it's part of your
neurosis.

Do I really think that if I killed myself, that will cause people
here to feel bad about what they did to me?

No one did anything to you. Further, if you were
to kill yourself, you'd never know what effect it
had. That's one of the things that prevent you
from doing it; you're so caught up in what others
think.

That's not going to happen.

Of course not.

I'm sad. No one cares.

People care about you. They just don't care
enough to satiate you as that's not possible.
That's one of your problems, being too needy.

People think I'm a troll

You are a troll.

Read this and honestly consider how much of it
applies to you:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Internet_troll

and no doubt this whole
suicide talk will only make people think I'm a troll more. It's a no
win situation for me. That makes me want to hurt myself. But that won't
do any good.

Perhaps if you stuck to the psychological forums
you'd be better off. This is a diet forum. The
outward effects of your neurosis are off-topic
and irrelevant here.

I don't know how to convince people here that I'm not a troll.

You can't. All you can do is accept it.

Can I
just please request that people stop calling me a troll. Please, think,
if there is just the slightest, remotest possibility that Jenny is not
a troll, you could be helping a distraught person and not making her
more upset.

I'm just really really upset right now.

And at this rate you always will be.
--

If you're not feeling stable right now, the last place you need to be is
usenet..

Will~

"One" wrote in message
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I've been posting at PsychoBabble for a year and a half now. Search for
"postereneb" and you will find a lot of my posts. I am not a troll.

Please don't provoke me. I'm not feeling too stable right now.

One wrote:
I posted my Food Journal on PsychoBabble too.

http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/682448.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/682850.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/683194.html

This photo album shows pictures of my trip to Toronto to meet
PsychoBabble posters and Dr. Bob, the psychiatrist who owns and
administrates PsychoBabble. I went to the APA (American Psychiatric
Association) meeting there.

http://greendeneb.tripod.com/my_photo_album/

Here are posts where I talk about my trip.
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/645956.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/646108.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/646706.html

I'm a bit calmer now. I don't think I will kill myself, as long as you
guys don't provoke me. I really am mentally unstable, so please, for
the love of God, don't provoke me.

Jenny Szeto/Deneb/One

I'm not getting any "kick" out of posting. I'm really upset. I'm not a
troll. My intentions are not to disrupt the community. I may be
disruptive I don't know, but I'm not doing it on purpose.

I'm getting really upset again. Please don't call me a troll. I can't
stand it. I'm not a malicious person.

Even if I were a troll, trolls have feelings too. I'm a human being. I
feel, I bleed.

Why do you call me a troll when this is clearly upsetting me? Are you
trying to push me to hurt myself? What is your motive?

I can't stand this anymore. I'm losing it. How do you know I won't hurt
myself? I've done it before, how do you know I won't do it again? Even
I don't know the answers to these question. Are you willing to risk
this? Again, what is your motive for calling me a troll?

I just want people here to leave me alone. Leave me alone!

Jenny, stop reading the group! It's not helping you.


"One" wrote in message
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I'm not getting any "kick" out of posting. I'm really upset. I'm not a
troll. My intentions are not to disrupt the community. I may be
disruptive I don't know, but I'm not doing it on purpose.

I'm getting really upset again. Please don't call me a troll. I can't
stand it. I'm not a malicious person.

Even if I were a troll, trolls have feelings too. I'm a human being. I
feel, I bleed.

Why do you call me a troll when this is clearly upsetting me? Are you
trying to push me to hurt myself? What is your motive?

I can't stand this anymore. I'm losing it. How do you know I won't hurt
myself? I've done it before, how do you know I won't do it again? Even
I don't know the answers to these question. Are you willing to risk
this? Again, what is your motive for calling me a troll?

I just want people here to leave me alone. Leave me alone!

One wrote:

alt.support diet has contributed to making me feel suicidal

If you would rather die, you had better do it, and decrease the surplus
population.

Sincerely,
Ebenezer Scrooge

"One" wrote in message
ps.com...
I'm not getting any "kick" out of posting. I'm really upset. I'm not a
troll. My intentions are not to disrupt the community. I may be
disruptive I don't know, but I'm not doing it on purpose.

I'm getting really upset again. Please don't call me a troll. I can't
stand it. I'm not a malicious person.

Even if I were a troll, trolls have feelings too. I'm a human being. I
feel, I bleed.

Why do you call me a troll when this is clearly upsetting me? Are you
trying to push me to hurt myself? What is your motive?

I can't stand this anymore. I'm losing it. How do you know I won't hurt
myself? I've done it before, how do you know I won't do it again? Even
I don't know the answers to these question. Are you willing to risk
this? Again, what is your motive for calling me a troll?

I just want people here to leave me alone. Leave me alone!

If you wanted people to leave you alone you would stop posting to usenet.
It's that simple.

People generally use suicide threats for two reasons - one to call for help
and the other to control and manipulate people. Either way, the Internet
isn't the place for this stuff. When people online **** me off or upset me
for some reason I find that not going online or not going to the particular
group works well to get over it. Using a threat of self harm isn't going to
get everyone to feel sorry for you. Comments like your "Are you willing to
risk this?" are textbook manipulation. The only one here who is "risking"
anything is you. You've been given excellent advice so I suggest you take
it and see your doctor immediately.
--
the volleyballchick

I have a solution for you.. shut the f... up...
Will~

"One" wrote in message
ps.com...
I'm not getting any "kick" out of posting. I'm really upset. I'm not a
troll. My intentions are not to disrupt the community. I may be
disruptive I don't know, but I'm not doing it on purpose.

I'm getting really upset again. Please don't call me a troll. I can't
stand it. I'm not a malicious person.

Even if I were a troll, trolls have feelings too. I'm a human being. I
feel, I bleed.

Why do you call me a troll when this is clearly upsetting me? Are you
trying to push me to hurt myself? What is your motive?

I can't stand this anymore. I'm losing it. How do you know I won't hurt
myself? I've done it before, how do you know I won't do it again? Even
I don't know the answers to these question. Are you willing to risk
this? Again, what is your motive for calling me a troll?

I just want people here to leave me alone. Leave me alone!