The Sun Also Rises (but not here)

My concerns about bulk, fat and muscle seem justified. I tried on the
gown I wore in 2001 that's in my after picture and it would not zip up
from the middle of my back where you hook your bra but fit everywhere
else.
My bust measurement is about an inch and a half larger, equal to the
gap in the dress. It seems a strange place for gained weight to go. My
first reaction was intense anger at myself. I am trying to get sorted
out. Then I'll need to borrow or shop or stay home from the big fat
sleek wedding Oct. 11.
Right now i could crawl into a hole but if it measures less than 39" I
can't get out.

--
Diva
*************
You are not a failure until you stop trying

On Thu, 25 Sep 2003 16:08:41 -0400, Carol Frilegh
wrote:

You are not a failure until you stop trying...

....or you die first.

On Thu, 25 Sep 2003 16:08:41 -0400, Carol Frilegh
wrote:

My concerns about bulk, fat and muscle seem justified. I tried on the
gown I wore in 2001 that's in my after picture and it would not zip up
from the middle of my back where you hook your bra but fit everywhere
else.
My bust measurement is about an inch and a half larger, equal to the
gap in the dress. It seems a strange place for gained weight to go. My
first reaction was intense anger at myself. I am trying to get sorted
out. Then I'll need to borrow or shop or stay home from the big fat
sleek wedding Oct. 11.
Right now i could crawl into a hole but if it measures less than 39" I
can't get out.

LOL - I couldn't even get into it in the first place! Glad at least
you haven't lost your sense of humour Carol. Stay strong

janice
233/161/133

On Thu, 25 Sep 2003 16:08:41 -0400, Carol Frilegh
wrote:

My concerns about bulk, fat and muscle seem justified. I tried on the
gown I wore in 2001 that's in my after picture and it would not zip up
from the middle of my back where you hook your bra but fit everywhere
else.
My bust measurement is about an inch and a half larger, equal to the
gap in the dress. It seems a strange place for gained weight to go. My
first reaction was intense anger at myself. I am trying to get sorted
out. Then I'll need to borrow or shop or stay home from the big fat
sleek wedding Oct. 11.
Right now i could crawl into a hole but if it measures less than 39" I
can't get out.

Can you get the dress altered?

ANd how are you doing after your little doc visit this week?

"Carol Frilegh" wrote in message
...
My concerns about bulk, fat and muscle seem justified. I tried on the
gown I wore in 2001 that's in my after picture and it would not zip up
from the middle of my back where you hook your bra but fit everywhere
else.
My bust measurement is about an inch and a half larger, equal to the
gap in the dress. It seems a strange place for gained weight to go. My
first reaction was intense anger at myself. I am trying to get sorted
out. Then I'll need to borrow or shop or stay home from the big fat
sleek wedding Oct. 11.
Right now i could crawl into a hole but if it measures less than 39" I
can't get out.

JPEGS Please...

In article , Mu_nlight
Drive wrote:

On Thu, 25 Sep 2003 16:08:41 -0400, Carol Frilegh
wrote:

You are not a failure until you stop trying...

...or you die first.

Apres vous Pierre!

In article , Jayjay
wrote:

On Thu, 25 Sep 2003 16:08:41 -0400, Carol Frilegh
wrote:

My concerns about bulk, fat and muscle seem justified. I tried on the
gown I wore in 2001 that's in my after picture and it would not zip up
from the middle of my back where you hook your bra but fit everywhere
else.
My bust measurement is about an inch and a half larger, equal to the
gap in the dress. It seems a strange place for gained weight to go. My
first reaction was intense anger at myself. I am trying to get sorted
out. Then I'll need to borrow or shop or stay home from the big fat
sleek wedding Oct. 11.
Right now i could crawl into a hole but if it measures less than 39" I
can't get out.


Can you get the dress altered?

No


ANd how are you doing after your little doc visit this week?


Are you confusing me with my daughter? (That would be nice) She goes to
Dr. Bernstein and has now lost 20 pounds fast.) i do not, can not,
would not except in fantasies. He gives injections which I can and
would not take. But I never give up and will fit into that dress for
June 2004 for a special event.

In article , determined
wrote:

"Carol Frilegh" wrote in message
...
My concerns about bulk, fat and muscle seem justified. I tried on the
gown I wore in 2001 that's in my after picture and it would not zip up
from the middle of my back where you hook your bra but fit everywhere
else.
My bust measurement is about an inch and a half larger, equal to the
gap in the dress. It seems a strange place for gained weight to go. My
first reaction was intense anger at myself. I am trying to get sorted
out. Then I'll need to borrow or shop or stay home from the big fat
sleek wedding Oct. 11.
Right now i could crawl into a hole but if it measures less than 39" I
can't get out.

JPEGS Please..

.http://www.angelfire.com/on4/diva_dog/

BTW: Don't sweat the breakup. better now than later and you may get
back together. Whether things happen for the best or not--they do
happen. the important thing is keeping yourself togetrher and making
healthy choices.



--
Diva
*************
The Best Man for the Job is a Woman

"Carol Frilegh" wrote in message
...
In article , Jayjay
wrote:

On Thu, 25 Sep 2003 16:08:41 -0400, Carol Frilegh
wrote:

My concerns about bulk, fat and muscle seem justified. I tried on the
gown I wore in 2001 that's in my after picture and it would not zip up
from the middle of my back where you hook your bra but fit everywhere
else.
My bust measurement is about an inch and a half larger, equal to the
gap in the dress. It seems a strange place for gained weight to go. My
first reaction was intense anger at myself. I am trying to get sorted
out. Then I'll need to borrow or shop or stay home from the big fat
sleek wedding Oct. 11.
Right now i could crawl into a hole but if it measures less than 39" I
can't get out.


Can you get the dress altered?

No


ANd how are you doing after your little doc visit this week?


Are you confusing me with my daughter? (That would be nice) She goes to
Dr. Bernstein and has now lost 20 pounds fast.) i do not, can not,
would not except in fantasies. He gives injections which I can and
would not take. But I never give up and will fit into that dress for
June 2004 for a special event.

did your daughter post earlier this week about having to go on a fast
because of an upcoming colonoscopy to have more polups removed and is
allergic to the drink they give to clean out the system so had to go on the
self cleansing fast.

"Carol Frilegh" wrote in message
...
In article , determined
wrote:

"Carol Frilegh" wrote in message
...
My concerns about bulk, fat and muscle seem justified. I tried on the
gown I wore in 2001 that's in my after picture and it would not zip up
from the middle of my back where you hook your bra but fit everywhere
else.
My bust measurement is about an inch and a half larger, equal to the
gap in the dress. It seems a strange place for gained weight to go. My
first reaction was intense anger at myself. I am trying to get sorted
out. Then I'll need to borrow or shop or stay home from the big fat
sleek wedding Oct. 11.
Right now i could crawl into a hole but if it measures less than 39" I
can't get out.

JPEGS Please..

.http://www.angelfire.com/on4/diva_dog/

BTW: Don't sweat the breakup. better now than later and you may get
back together. Whether things happen for the best or not--they do
happen. the important thing is keeping yourself togetrher and making
healthy choices.


Thank you. I appreciate your support!