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right size now and everything looks smaller
Weight Watchers has really helped me big time, I think losing at least one
pound a week for a long time, and I am at my right size now and everything looks smaller, i feel great!, but my wife is put OFF ME, she says she she liked me better when I was fat, I don't understand it, she was the one who said that I should lose weight, and she sowed the seed in my mind. We used to be intimate all the time, but we have not been intimate for over eight months. 9 weeks ago she moved out. She said that I have become over confident in myself, and she hates it, Anyway I go through the fall proceedings of the divorce papers soon, and my right to seeing my child once a week. She's written a letter saying if I put the fat back on, she may consider building a relationship again mybe, anyway I started to eat a little more, and I put back on four pounds, even the weight watchers, seem a bit confused by my story. But they said to me, you took nearly two years to get so incredibly fit and healthy. so I'm in two minds right now, maybe I should just stay slim, well I was on my own from the age of 19 to 35 without a girlfriend because I was so shy, so I'm sure I can stay on my own again. I think you are just better off this day and age staying single. I'm now 37, so I had two great years being married in some ways. But the whole thing has been an emotional and financial burden, and I am renting a small room , because I can't afford to run a house. and I was a lot less stressed when I was single and for all them years. Many people are single and happy I was single and happy, I just thought my life would improve, and all i wanted to do was improved my life, and make others happy. Now my day which consists of getting up at 6:20 a.m. for work coming home at 5:30 p.m. put in a Weight Watchers ready-made meal in the microwave, flicking through the channel's, and I spend Sunday's geting ready for work on Monday. Life is really boring, and the guy next room to me as his music loud all the time and I can't sleep I asked him to turn it down and he turn it up more! and it's making me ill . But I'm so tempted to put the Lbs back on, and indulge in junk food. But I find talking to myself stops me eating too much, but the crazy thing is I keep talking to myself I spend maybe four to five hours a day telling myself jokes and stories but it keeps me happy and its stops me going crazy. Thanks for listening to me. |
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