scale is got me MAD!!!!

This damn scale, I got on this morning what a mistake. I can't figure
how this thing could change so much overnight. Up one lb, actually I
am up 4 lbs in the last 2 months, so I am going to take control I mean
strict control. Now I have been cranking with the weights, I mean
heavy, and that trainer is kicking my butt, but still 4 lbs, I am
THROWING OUT THE DAMN PEANUT BUTTER RIGHT NOW!!!!!! This stuff is my
downfall, I love it and can't stop at 1 teaspoon , its 1/4 of the jar
each time, OUT OUT OUT!!! Now I am going to tackle these 4 lbs, even
though no one can tell, I can tell!!!! I see the scale number and I
know its up. 132 instead of 128.

The Chantix I have been on one week, I have cut down a lot, instead of
30 butts a day its now in half. However to say I just don't feel like
smoking and this is the miracle pill would be lying. Next week I start
on the blue which is a higher dose of this medicine, maybe , just maybe
thats the miracle.

I love my new job. I have found a home at this place. This is damn
good, and guess what I can fit the gym in NO problem hours are perfect
for being able to hit the damn weights for and hour and after work the
cardio !! I got it all!

How are you all doing??? I am here to listen. Thanks Marilyn