Can't believe I lost

I lost 2.8 this week.. I was going in thinking that I had really screwed up
and that I'd have to start all over again..

Nope ! down 2.8 !

1- I'm happy about the number !

2- I'm not as hopelessly stupid as I thought.. I do better than I think and
I'm much more able than I give myself credit for !

I sooooooooooooo needed this WI to be good.. I was feeling all crummy and
depressed and helpless... this works !!!!!

Trakker is out ready for tomorrow !! I feel so strong and stuff... whatch me
go down... 6 lbs so far ! in 5 weeks ! with 2 gains.. *blush*

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.

Yipeee! Congratulations, Willow! I knew you could do it!
Elaine

Willow wrote:

I lost 2.8 this week.. I was going in thinking that I had really screwed up
and that I'd have to start all over again..

Nope ! down 2.8 !

1- I'm happy about the number !

2- I'm not as hopelessly stupid as I thought.. I do better than I think and
I'm much more able than I give myself credit for !

I sooooooooooooo needed this WI to be good.. I was feeling all crummy and
depressed and helpless... this works !!!!!

Trakker is out ready for tomorrow !! I feel so strong and stuff... whatch me
go down... 6 lbs so far ! in 5 weeks ! with 2 gains.. *blush*

Great job, keep up the great work.

"Willow" wrote in message
...
I lost 2.8 this week.. I was going in thinking that I had really screwed
up
and that I'd have to start all over again..

Nope ! down 2.8 !

1- I'm happy about the number !

2- I'm not as hopelessly stupid as I thought.. I do better than I think
and
I'm much more able than I give myself credit for !

I sooooooooooooo needed this WI to be good.. I was feeling all crummy and
depressed and helpless... this works !!!!!

Trakker is out ready for tomorrow !! I feel so strong and stuff... whatch
me
go down... 6 lbs so far ! in 5 weeks ! with 2 gains.. *blush*

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.

excellent loss, you can do it, don't be so hard on yourself!!! Lee
Willow wrote in message
...
I lost 2.8 this week.. I was going in thinking that I had really screwed
up
and that I'd have to start all over again..

Nope ! down 2.8 !

1- I'm happy about the number !

2- I'm not as hopelessly stupid as I thought.. I do better than I think
and
I'm much more able than I give myself credit for !

I sooooooooooooo needed this WI to be good.. I was feeling all crummy and
depressed and helpless... this works !!!!!

Trakker is out ready for tomorrow !! I feel so strong and stuff... whatch
me
go down... 6 lbs so far ! in 5 weeks ! with 2 gains.. *blush*

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.

I am extremely hard on myself all the time.. guess it's arrogance in a way.
I should know better right?

It's kinda funny the expectations I have of myself. like I'm supposed to be
perfect or somthing..

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.


"Miss Violette" wrote in message
...
excellent loss, you can do it, don't be so hard on yourself!!! Lee
Willow wrote in message
...
I lost 2.8 this week.. I was going in thinking that I had really
screwed
up
and that I'd have to start all over again..

Nope ! down 2.8 !

1- I'm happy about the number !

2- I'm not as hopelessly stupid as I thought.. I do better than I think
and
I'm much more able than I give myself credit for !

I sooooooooooooo needed this WI to be good.. I was feeling all crummy
and
depressed and helpless... this works !!!!!

Trakker is out ready for tomorrow !! I feel so strong and stuff...
whatch
me
go down... 6 lbs so far ! in 5 weeks ! with 2 gains.. *blush*

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.

would you be that hard on a member at a meeting? No? I didn't think so...
one of the problems some of us seem to have is being a perfectionist, Lee
Willow wrote in message
...
I am extremely hard on myself all the time.. guess it's arrogance in a
way.
I should know better right?

It's kinda funny the expectations I have of myself. like I'm supposed to
be
perfect or somthing..

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.


"Miss Violette" wrote in message
...
excellent loss, you can do it, don't be so hard on yourself!!! Lee
Willow wrote in message
...
I lost 2.8 this week.. I was going in thinking that I had really
screwed
up
and that I'd have to start all over again..

Nope ! down 2.8 !

1- I'm happy about the number !

2- I'm not as hopelessly stupid as I thought.. I do better than I
think
and
I'm much more able than I give myself credit for !

I sooooooooooooo needed this WI to be good.. I was feeling all crummy
and
depressed and helpless... this works !!!!!

Trakker is out ready for tomorrow !! I feel so strong and stuff...
whatch
me
go down... 6 lbs so far ! in 5 weeks ! with 2 gains.. *blush*

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.

I know I am.. I have load of admiration for everybody around me.. it always
seem they accomplish so much.. but when it comes to me it's never enough..

*sigh* I'm learning.. working on that very hard.. but sometimes I forget.. I
can't quite see the big picture yet.. but I try to learn to be proud of
myself day by day.. sometimes minute by minutes...

It's funny how when people are telling me they admire me, or that I'm a role
model (as a leader) I'm always thinking "If only you knew what a clueless
puppy I am most of the time.."

Every now and then though something happens and I go "Hey, I'm not that
clueless after all" and I build on that.. that's all I can do really..
hopefully one day it'll stick !

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.


"Miss Violette" wrote in message
...
would you be that hard on a member at a meeting? No? I didn't think so...
one of the problems some of us seem to have is being a perfectionist, Lee
Willow wrote in message
...
I am extremely hard on myself all the time.. guess it's arrogance in a
way.
I should know better right?

It's kinda funny the expectations I have of myself. like I'm supposed to
be
perfect or somthing..

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.


"Miss Violette" wrote in message
...
excellent loss, you can do it, don't be so hard on yourself!!! Lee
Willow wrote in message
...
I lost 2.8 this week.. I was going in thinking that I had really
screwed
up
and that I'd have to start all over again..

Nope ! down 2.8 !

1- I'm happy about the number !

2- I'm not as hopelessly stupid as I thought.. I do better than I
think
and
I'm much more able than I give myself credit for !

I sooooooooooooo needed this WI to be good.. I was feeling all
crummy
and
depressed and helpless... this works !!!!!

Trakker is out ready for tomorrow !! I feel so strong and stuff...
whatch
me
go down... 6 lbs so far ! in 5 weeks ! with 2 gains.. *blush*

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.

it will, you are working at it and that is what makes you a success right
now, now it is just improving, Lee
Willow wrote in message
.. .
I know I am.. I have load of admiration for everybody around me.. it
always
seem they accomplish so much.. but when it comes to me it's never enough..

*sigh* I'm learning.. working on that very hard.. but sometimes I forget..
I
can't quite see the big picture yet.. but I try to learn to be proud of
myself day by day.. sometimes minute by minutes...

It's funny how when people are telling me they admire me, or that I'm a
role
model (as a leader) I'm always thinking "If only you knew what a clueless
puppy I am most of the time.."

Every now and then though something happens and I go "Hey, I'm not that
clueless after all" and I build on that.. that's all I can do really..
hopefully one day it'll stick !

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.


"Miss Violette" wrote in message
...
would you be that hard on a member at a meeting? No? I didn't think
so...
one of the problems some of us seem to have is being a perfectionist,
Lee
Willow wrote in message
...
I am extremely hard on myself all the time.. guess it's arrogance in a
way.
I should know better right?

It's kinda funny the expectations I have of myself. like I'm supposed
to
be
perfect or somthing..

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.


"Miss Violette" wrote in message
...
excellent loss, you can do it, don't be so hard on yourself!!! Lee
Willow wrote in message
...
I lost 2.8 this week.. I was going in thinking that I had really
screwed
up
and that I'd have to start all over again..

Nope ! down 2.8 !

1- I'm happy about the number !

2- I'm not as hopelessly stupid as I thought.. I do better than I
think
and
I'm much more able than I give myself credit for !

I sooooooooooooo needed this WI to be good.. I was feeling all
crummy
and
depressed and helpless... this works !!!!!

Trakker is out ready for tomorrow !! I feel so strong and stuff...
whatch
me
go down... 6 lbs so far ! in 5 weeks ! with 2 gains.. *blush*

--
Will~

"... so that's how liberty ends, in a round of applause."

Queen Amidala, The revenge of the Syth.