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There's a short in my switch
You know how sometimes we talk about the 'switch,' that indefinable
moment when weight loss became possible? Well, mine's got a short or something's gone haywire with the circuitry. I did fine last week. But since my WI, my eating's gone off the deepend. Don't know what set it off, but I just can't seem to stop. Well, not entirely true. Yesterday, I ate well under my points after 3 days of overeating. But today, I ate over points again and my 35 flex points are long gone. What's going on? For one, I think I have a mental block about 20 daily target points. 22 points I can do, no problem. Something happens, though, when I drop to 20 points: I think I'm going to starve, which then sets off all sorts of cravings. Another thing I'm battling is feeling fat. I take jeans and shirts and underwear out of the dryer and wonder who I thought I was kidding when I bought such small clothes, or i figure that maybe they've shrunk because surely those things won't fit me. As I type this, it's laughable. But when I'm standing in front of the dryer, I'm not laughing. In fact, I'm close to tears because I truly do despair about what I'm going to wear now that all my fat clothes have been donated. I put my clothes anyway and when I get dressed in the morning, everything fits. If I keep eating, though, that won't last. I mentioned all this today to a friend at work, and she looked at me like I was crazy and said "Where could you possibly feel fat! My gawd, you are so skinny." Honestly, I just don't see it. My head still sees me back at 232 and feeling bad about much I weigh. And then those people inside my head start taunting me: since I'm fat and will always be fat, I might as well eat. So that's what I'm dealing with. I'm gonna keep fighting this because the rational part of my brain is still functioning. And I do not want to go back. This week, though, I'll consider it a victory just to go to my WI. I'm going to try to go to the meeting early and talk to the leader. Thanks for listening. -- Linda P 232/148.8/10% goal: 138 |
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I don't think I can offer you any good information on how to go
about getting over the "feeling fat" issue. You are definitely not fat! As soon as I ready your post I felt for you and wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you. Talking it over with your leader at your next WI is a great idea, perhaps she can offer some information that will help. Good luck Linda. (((((HUGS))))) Brenda "Prairie Roots" wrote in message ... You know how sometimes we talk about the 'switch,' that indefinable moment when weight loss became possible? Well, mine's got a short or something's gone haywire with the circuitry. I did fine last week. But since my WI, my eating's gone off the deepend. Don't know what set it off, but I just can't seem to stop. Well, not entirely true. Yesterday, I ate well under my points after 3 days of overeating. But today, I ate over points again and my 35 flex points are long gone. What's going on? For one, I think I have a mental block about 20 daily target points. 22 points I can do, no problem. Something happens, though, when I drop to 20 points: I think I'm going to starve, which then sets off all sorts of cravings. Another thing I'm battling is feeling fat. I take jeans and shirts and underwear out of the dryer and wonder who I thought I was kidding when I bought such small clothes, or i figure that maybe they've shrunk because surely those things won't fit me. As I type this, it's laughable. But when I'm standing in front of the dryer, I'm not laughing. In fact, I'm close to tears because I truly do despair about what I'm going to wear now that all my fat clothes have been donated. I put my clothes anyway and when I get dressed in the morning, everything fits. If I keep eating, though, that won't last. I mentioned all this today to a friend at work, and she looked at me like I was crazy and said "Where could you possibly feel fat! My gawd, you are so skinny." Honestly, I just don't see it. My head still sees me back at 232 and feeling bad about much I weigh. And then those people inside my head start taunting me: since I'm fat and will always be fat, I might as well eat. So that's what I'm dealing with. I'm gonna keep fighting this because the rational part of my brain is still functioning. And I do not want to go back. This week, though, I'll consider it a victory just to go to my WI. I'm going to try to go to the meeting early and talk to the leader. Thanks for listening. -- Linda P 232/148.8/10% goal: 138 |
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I don't think I can offer you any good information on how to go
about getting over the "feeling fat" issue. You are definitely not fat! As soon as I ready your post I felt for you and wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you. Talking it over with your leader at your next WI is a great idea, perhaps she can offer some information that will help. Good luck Linda. (((((HUGS))))) Brenda "Prairie Roots" wrote in message ... You know how sometimes we talk about the 'switch,' that indefinable moment when weight loss became possible? Well, mine's got a short or something's gone haywire with the circuitry. I did fine last week. But since my WI, my eating's gone off the deepend. Don't know what set it off, but I just can't seem to stop. Well, not entirely true. Yesterday, I ate well under my points after 3 days of overeating. But today, I ate over points again and my 35 flex points are long gone. What's going on? For one, I think I have a mental block about 20 daily target points. 22 points I can do, no problem. Something happens, though, when I drop to 20 points: I think I'm going to starve, which then sets off all sorts of cravings. Another thing I'm battling is feeling fat. I take jeans and shirts and underwear out of the dryer and wonder who I thought I was kidding when I bought such small clothes, or i figure that maybe they've shrunk because surely those things won't fit me. As I type this, it's laughable. But when I'm standing in front of the dryer, I'm not laughing. In fact, I'm close to tears because I truly do despair about what I'm going to wear now that all my fat clothes have been donated. I put my clothes anyway and when I get dressed in the morning, everything fits. If I keep eating, though, that won't last. I mentioned all this today to a friend at work, and she looked at me like I was crazy and said "Where could you possibly feel fat! My gawd, you are so skinny." Honestly, I just don't see it. My head still sees me back at 232 and feeling bad about much I weigh. And then those people inside my head start taunting me: since I'm fat and will always be fat, I might as well eat. So that's what I'm dealing with. I'm gonna keep fighting this because the rational part of my brain is still functioning. And I do not want to go back. This week, though, I'll consider it a victory just to go to my WI. I'm going to try to go to the meeting early and talk to the leader. Thanks for listening. -- Linda P 232/148.8/10% goal: 138 |
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Have you thought about eating 22 pts.. but having only 25 flex pts instead
of 35 ? No matter how much you over eat... you don't want to go below your target the following day.. your pts target is a constant.. even if you ate all your flex pts until next july.. you still have your pts target everyday.. You're NOT FAT Linda, but your mind needs time to catch up with your body.. Look at yourself in the mirror and hold a picture of you when you started.. not the differences.. if you can't see them... bring a loved one to the mirror and have them point them to you (I did this.. with my husband... he thought I was nuts but did it anyway.. it turned out fun actually.. *grin*) Take a deep breath lady.. you've done awesomely great.. this is just a phase.. and it WILL pass.. This season is very emotionnaly charged.. add that to the major change in your body and in your lifestyle.. no wonder it's getting confused in there.. But you HAVE made significant changes.. and the results ARE real.. give it time... find a way to spoil yourself.. and to relax.. other than food that is.. ;o) We are here to vent to... anytime... ) -- Will~ 196.2 / 133.4 / 137 lbs 89 / 60.5 / 62.1 Kg Personal goal 125 lbs / 56.7 Kg "Prairie Roots" wrote in message ... You know how sometimes we talk about the 'switch,' that indefinable moment when weight loss became possible? Well, mine's got a short or something's gone haywire with the circuitry. I did fine last week. But since my WI, my eating's gone off the deepend. Don't know what set it off, but I just can't seem to stop. Well, not entirely true. Yesterday, I ate well under my points after 3 days of overeating. But today, I ate over points again and my 35 flex points are long gone. What's going on? For one, I think I have a mental block about 20 daily target points. 22 points I can do, no problem. Something happens, though, when I drop to 20 points: I think I'm going to starve, which then sets off all sorts of cravings. Another thing I'm battling is feeling fat. I take jeans and shirts and underwear out of the dryer and wonder who I thought I was kidding when I bought such small clothes, or i figure that maybe they've shrunk because surely those things won't fit me. As I type this, it's laughable. But when I'm standing in front of the dryer, I'm not laughing. In fact, I'm close to tears because I truly do despair about what I'm going to wear now that all my fat clothes have been donated. I put my clothes anyway and when I get dressed in the morning, everything fits. If I keep eating, though, that won't last. I mentioned all this today to a friend at work, and she looked at me like I was crazy and said "Where could you possibly feel fat! My gawd, you are so skinny." Honestly, I just don't see it. My head still sees me back at 232 and feeling bad about much I weigh. And then those people inside my head start taunting me: since I'm fat and will always be fat, I might as well eat. So that's what I'm dealing with. I'm gonna keep fighting this because the rational part of my brain is still functioning. And I do not want to go back. This week, though, I'll consider it a victory just to go to my WI. I'm going to try to go to the meeting early and talk to the leader. Thanks for listening. -- Linda P 232/148.8/10% goal: 138 |
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Have you thought about eating 22 pts.. but having only 25 flex pts instead
of 35 ? No matter how much you over eat... you don't want to go below your target the following day.. your pts target is a constant.. even if you ate all your flex pts until next july.. you still have your pts target everyday.. You're NOT FAT Linda, but your mind needs time to catch up with your body.. Look at yourself in the mirror and hold a picture of you when you started.. not the differences.. if you can't see them... bring a loved one to the mirror and have them point them to you (I did this.. with my husband... he thought I was nuts but did it anyway.. it turned out fun actually.. *grin*) Take a deep breath lady.. you've done awesomely great.. this is just a phase.. and it WILL pass.. This season is very emotionnaly charged.. add that to the major change in your body and in your lifestyle.. no wonder it's getting confused in there.. But you HAVE made significant changes.. and the results ARE real.. give it time... find a way to spoil yourself.. and to relax.. other than food that is.. ;o) We are here to vent to... anytime... ) -- Will~ 196.2 / 133.4 / 137 lbs 89 / 60.5 / 62.1 Kg Personal goal 125 lbs / 56.7 Kg "Prairie Roots" wrote in message ... You know how sometimes we talk about the 'switch,' that indefinable moment when weight loss became possible? Well, mine's got a short or something's gone haywire with the circuitry. I did fine last week. But since my WI, my eating's gone off the deepend. Don't know what set it off, but I just can't seem to stop. Well, not entirely true. Yesterday, I ate well under my points after 3 days of overeating. But today, I ate over points again and my 35 flex points are long gone. What's going on? For one, I think I have a mental block about 20 daily target points. 22 points I can do, no problem. Something happens, though, when I drop to 20 points: I think I'm going to starve, which then sets off all sorts of cravings. Another thing I'm battling is feeling fat. I take jeans and shirts and underwear out of the dryer and wonder who I thought I was kidding when I bought such small clothes, or i figure that maybe they've shrunk because surely those things won't fit me. As I type this, it's laughable. But when I'm standing in front of the dryer, I'm not laughing. In fact, I'm close to tears because I truly do despair about what I'm going to wear now that all my fat clothes have been donated. I put my clothes anyway and when I get dressed in the morning, everything fits. If I keep eating, though, that won't last. I mentioned all this today to a friend at work, and she looked at me like I was crazy and said "Where could you possibly feel fat! My gawd, you are so skinny." Honestly, I just don't see it. My head still sees me back at 232 and feeling bad about much I weigh. And then those people inside my head start taunting me: since I'm fat and will always be fat, I might as well eat. So that's what I'm dealing with. I'm gonna keep fighting this because the rational part of my brain is still functioning. And I do not want to go back. This week, though, I'll consider it a victory just to go to my WI. I'm going to try to go to the meeting early and talk to the leader. Thanks for listening. -- Linda P 232/148.8/10% goal: 138 |
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Sounds like you're having a bit of a low week. Just keep reminding yourself
how well you've done. there isn't a fat person inside of you waiting to get out. She's gone and you don't have to let her back in to your life. Enjoy your success and keep wearing those teeny clothes All the very best Hazell Prairie Roots wrote in message ... You know how sometimes we talk about the 'switch,' that indefinable moment when weight loss became possible? Well, mine's got a short or something's gone haywire with the circuitry. I did fine last week. But since my WI, my eating's gone off the deepend. Don't know what set it off, but I just can't seem to stop. Well, not entirely true. Yesterday, I ate well under my points after 3 days of overeating. But today, I ate over points again and my 35 flex points are long gone. What's going on? For one, I think I have a mental block about 20 daily target points. 22 points I can do, no problem. Something happens, though, when I drop to 20 points: I think I'm going to starve, which then sets off all sorts of cravings. Another thing I'm battling is feeling fat. I take jeans and shirts and underwear out of the dryer and wonder who I thought I was kidding when I bought such small clothes, or i figure that maybe they've shrunk because surely those things won't fit me. As I type this, it's laughable. But when I'm standing in front of the dryer, I'm not laughing. In fact, I'm close to tears because I truly do despair about what I'm going to wear now that all my fat clothes have been donated. I put my clothes anyway and when I get dressed in the morning, everything fits. If I keep eating, though, that won't last. I mentioned all this today to a friend at work, and she looked at me like I was crazy and said "Where could you possibly feel fat! My gawd, you are so skinny." Honestly, I just don't see it. My head still sees me back at 232 and feeling bad about much I weigh. And then those people inside my head start taunting me: since I'm fat and will always be fat, I might as well eat. So that's what I'm dealing with. I'm gonna keep fighting this because the rational part of my brain is still functioning. And I do not want to go back. This week, though, I'll consider it a victory just to go to my WI. I'm going to try to go to the meeting early and talk to the leader. Thanks for listening. -- Linda P 232/148.8/10% goal: 138 |
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Sounds like you're having a bit of a low week. Just keep reminding yourself
how well you've done. there isn't a fat person inside of you waiting to get out. She's gone and you don't have to let her back in to your life. Enjoy your success and keep wearing those teeny clothes All the very best Hazell Prairie Roots wrote in message ... You know how sometimes we talk about the 'switch,' that indefinable moment when weight loss became possible? Well, mine's got a short or something's gone haywire with the circuitry. I did fine last week. But since my WI, my eating's gone off the deepend. Don't know what set it off, but I just can't seem to stop. Well, not entirely true. Yesterday, I ate well under my points after 3 days of overeating. But today, I ate over points again and my 35 flex points are long gone. What's going on? For one, I think I have a mental block about 20 daily target points. 22 points I can do, no problem. Something happens, though, when I drop to 20 points: I think I'm going to starve, which then sets off all sorts of cravings. Another thing I'm battling is feeling fat. I take jeans and shirts and underwear out of the dryer and wonder who I thought I was kidding when I bought such small clothes, or i figure that maybe they've shrunk because surely those things won't fit me. As I type this, it's laughable. But when I'm standing in front of the dryer, I'm not laughing. In fact, I'm close to tears because I truly do despair about what I'm going to wear now that all my fat clothes have been donated. I put my clothes anyway and when I get dressed in the morning, everything fits. If I keep eating, though, that won't last. I mentioned all this today to a friend at work, and she looked at me like I was crazy and said "Where could you possibly feel fat! My gawd, you are so skinny." Honestly, I just don't see it. My head still sees me back at 232 and feeling bad about much I weigh. And then those people inside my head start taunting me: since I'm fat and will always be fat, I might as well eat. So that's what I'm dealing with. I'm gonna keep fighting this because the rational part of my brain is still functioning. And I do not want to go back. This week, though, I'll consider it a victory just to go to my WI. I'm going to try to go to the meeting early and talk to the leader. Thanks for listening. -- Linda P 232/148.8/10% goal: 138 |
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You may have temporary switch failure. We all get it at times. Some of
us are switched to Mad Gobbling by TOM: I get this! Gotta stuff the carbs in at that time! Ho hum... It passes. I try to have something like a zero point soup handy to shovel in when this happens. -- Kate XXXXXX Lady Catherine, Wardrobe Mistress of the Chocolate Buttons http://www.diceyhome.free-online.co.uk Click on Kate's Pages and explore! |
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You may have temporary switch failure. We all get it at times. Some of
us are switched to Mad Gobbling by TOM: I get this! Gotta stuff the carbs in at that time! Ho hum... It passes. I try to have something like a zero point soup handy to shovel in when this happens. -- Kate XXXXXX Lady Catherine, Wardrobe Mistress of the Chocolate Buttons http://www.diceyhome.free-online.co.uk Click on Kate's Pages and explore! |
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You may have temporary switch failure. We all get it at times. Some of
us are switched to Mad Gobbling by TOM: I get this! Gotta stuff the carbs in at that time! Ho hum... It passes. I try to have something like a zero point soup handy to shovel in when this happens. -- Kate XXXXXX Lady Catherine, Wardrobe Mistress of the Chocolate Buttons http://www.diceyhome.free-online.co.uk Click on Kate's Pages and explore! |
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