Evidence that I'm not a troll

I posted my Food Journal on PsychoBabble too.

http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/682448.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/682850.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/683194.html

This photo album shows pictures of my trip to Toronto to meet
PsychoBabble posters and Dr. Bob, the psychiatrist who owns and
administrates PsychoBabble. I went to the APA (American Psychiatric
Association) meeting there.

http://greendeneb.tripod.com/my_photo_album/

Here are posts where I talk about my trip.
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/645956.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/646108.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/646706.html

I'm a bit calmer now. I don't think I will kill myself, as long as you
guys don't provoke me. I really am mentally unstable, so please, for
the love of God, don't provoke me.

Jenny Szeto/Deneb/One

I've been posting at PsychoBabble for a year and a half now. Search for
"postereneb" and you will find a lot of my posts. I am not a troll.

Please don't provoke me. I'm not feeling too stable right now.

One wrote:
I posted my Food Journal on PsychoBabble too.

http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/682448.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/682850.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/683194.html

This photo album shows pictures of my trip to Toronto to meet
PsychoBabble posters and Dr. Bob, the psychiatrist who owns and
administrates PsychoBabble. I went to the APA (American Psychiatric
Association) meeting there.

http://greendeneb.tripod.com/my_photo_album/

Here are posts where I talk about my trip.
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/645956.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/646108.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/646706.html

I'm a bit calmer now. I don't think I will kill myself, as long as you
guys don't provoke me. I really am mentally unstable, so please, for
the love of God, don't provoke me.

Jenny Szeto/Deneb/One

Are you saying that alt.support.diet has made you feel suicidal?!

HS

One wrote:
I posted my Food Journal on PsychoBabble too.

http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/682448.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/682850.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/health/...gs/683194.html

This photo album shows pictures of my trip to Toronto to meet
PsychoBabble posters and Dr. Bob, the psychiatrist who owns and
administrates PsychoBabble. I went to the APA (American Psychiatric
Association) meeting there.

http://greendeneb.tripod.com/my_photo_album/

Here are posts where I talk about my trip.
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/645956.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/646108.html
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/646706.html

I'm a bit calmer now. I don't think I will kill myself, as long as you
guys don't provoke me. I really am mentally unstable, so please, for
the love of God, don't provoke me.

Jenny Szeto/Deneb/One

Her Subj. wrote:
Are you saying that alt.support.diet has made you feel suicidal?!

I'm saying I'm mentally unstable to begin with and this whole incident
of people accusing me of being a troll has triggered my suicidal
tendencies. I realize that no one here has "caused" me to think of
suicide. But, yes, alt.support diet has contributed to making me feel
suicidal, by accusing me of being a troll and taunting me, although
this could be just in my head, I'm not sure anymore.

Check out my posts on this mental health site, I'm an established
poster. My handle is "Deneb"

http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/686720.html


Search for "postereneb" and you will see that I'm not a troll.


I can't stand this anymore. I can't live thinking people are thinking
i"m a troll when I'm not.


To the troll who is targeting me: You are sending me to my grave, are
you happy now?

Sorry, but I don't think you're a troll. I think you're just a little
misguided and a little off-kilter. Would you please seek professional
help soon?

HS

One wrote:
Check out my posts on this mental health site, I'm an established
poster. My handle is "Deneb"

http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/...gs/686720.html


Search for "postereneb" and you will see that I'm not a troll.


I can't stand this anymore. I can't live thinking people are thinking
i"m a troll when I'm not.


To the troll who is targeting me: You are sending me to my grave, are
you happy now?

I'm pathetic. I'm a loser. I'm sitting up all night just to see if
people here will believe that I'm not a troll. I'm willing to be
arrested by the police and taken to the hospital again just to prove
I'm not a troll. I thought of hanging myself because I couldn't stand
thinking that people thought I was a troll. I'm a pathetic loser.

No one cares about me here. Why do I care so much what you all think of
me? Do I really think that if I killed myself, that will cause people
here to feel bad about what they did to me? That's not going to happen.
How will people even know that I killed myself? No one here would know.
I would just be dead. My life would be over and no one here would care.
Why would I want to give up my life for people who don't even care
about me?

I'm sad. No one cares. People think I'm a troll and no doubt this whole
suicide talk will only make people think I'm a troll more. It's a no
win situation for me. That makes me want to hurt myself. But that won't
do any good.

I don't know how to convince people here that I'm not a troll. Can I
just please request that people stop calling me a troll. Please, think,
if there is just the slightest, remotest possibility that Jenny is not
a troll, you could be helping a distraught person and not making her
more upset.

I'm just really really upset right now.

Her Subj. wrote:
Sorry, but I don't think you're a troll. I think you're just a little
misguided and a little off-kilter. Would you please seek professional
help soon?

HS

Thank-you for saying that. I really appreciate it. I see a psychiatrist
every two weeks. I'll let her know about my latest setback. I live at
home with my parents so I think I should be safe. I don't think I could
hurt myself with them around.

I'm also very sorry I"m being very off topic here. I'm just having a
bit of a breakdown. Please forgive me.

On 17 Sep 2006 02:23:03 -0700, "One"
wrote:

Her Subj. wrote:
Sorry, but I don't think you're a troll. I think you're just a little
misguided and a little off-kilter. Would you please seek professional
help soon?

HS

Thank-you for saying that. I really appreciate it. I see a psychiatrist
every two weeks. I'll let her know about my latest setback. I live at
home with my parents so I think I should be safe. I don't think I could
hurt myself with them around.

I'm also very sorry I"m being very off topic here. I'm just having a
bit of a breakdown. Please forgive me.

Jenny, if you are really having the crisis you describe here, do not
wait for your next appointment. Call your psychiatrist now, or get
your parents to take you to the emergency room.

Chris
262/130s/130s
started dieting July 2002, maintaining since June 2004

One wrote:

I don't think I will kill myself, as long as you guys don't provoke me. I
really am mentally unstable, so please, for the love of God, don't provoke
me.

Have you considered that you're mostly provoking yourself?